lisalunch

Holy shit Twinrova, I love your name so much!!!

I have tried that a couple of times. When my boyfriend is around and we're alone he pretty much forces me out of my clothes XD. But I can't stand seeing my body at all even though I've tried to come to terms with it. He loves me and he always tells me I'm beautiful, but this is not something that compliments will ever fix for me. I know it is possible to love your body, but where the hell is the magic spell that helps me do it? I mean I'd love to become a Suicide Girl someday but with my distorted body I'd never ever get there. Not because I'm a big girl, but I have a hideously proportioned body in every aspect.