o people in my life have been talking about their lives and their ambitions whether it be their lack of or not I think since realising Im actually 23 now I have come to think I really need to do something! all these plans and ambitions I had when I was younger have slowly been driven from my head and Ive settled for just serving what the fuck is wrong with this picture? Im 23! Im not some beaten down 45 year old housewife I still have time to do something.
I know I have things Id like to do but none of them will actually make me any money which is fine its not the driving force of my life but Im still sick of the struggle!
I want to get into photography I want to look at a new DSLR and do a short course in the new year at TAFE $350 for a beginners class to teach you about light and your camera etc for 8 weeks argh maybe I can read some stuff and skip it and go to the one above that? maybe build a portfolio and see if I can get accepted full time?
Full time study though? Im going to be poor as shit for a course that might lead me to nowhere.
see my dilemma? Im all over the place. someone just give me a glimpse of the most successful future me in all aspects of life and I will know what direction to head all this uncertainty is killing me.
I know I have things Id like to do but none of them will actually make me any money which is fine its not the driving force of my life but Im still sick of the struggle!
I want to get into photography I want to look at a new DSLR and do a short course in the new year at TAFE $350 for a beginners class to teach you about light and your camera etc for 8 weeks argh maybe I can read some stuff and skip it and go to the one above that? maybe build a portfolio and see if I can get accepted full time?
Full time study though? Im going to be poor as shit for a course that might lead me to nowhere.
see my dilemma? Im all over the place. someone just give me a glimpse of the most successful future me in all aspects of life and I will know what direction to head all this uncertainty is killing me.