liquidflorian

I found out last night that the girl partly responsable for intoducing my sister to heroin overdosed that night in a motel room. I'm not particularly upset of this, but neither am I pleased by the news. I'm sure what ever Karmah debt has been paid. I'm just numb. This girl got my sister on the horse in high school, with the help of her boyfriend a 25 y/o college drop out. He overdosed the same way, with a multi page appology letter to all the people he had damaged, my sister included.

So I gues things even out with time. I'm dreadding the day I'll have to see my sister buried. I'm worried about her now. This girl had ran away from the same sober living house that my sister is at now. They had re-united in elmwood, and got into the same re-hab program. uggg.

On a even more macabre note, my birthday is on sunday. Keeping with my streak of birthday fortune I will either; find another corpse, get gravely injured, or suffer some kind of emotional catastrophy.

I don't know why I've been so worried recently. It could be the no work thing, have no money. The story of my life: Things will get worse before they get better.....