lipservicejen

sorry for the major bitch attack yesterday... sometimes it just happens.
things are actually moving in the right direction for me, i guess just not fast enough. i guess this is where all the frustration and anxiety kikks in.
i have a bunch of stuff up on ebay and it looks like i'm doing pretty good on it. if i can just sell all this stuff and get my head above water...
it's totally sink or swim right now.
i feel like i'm drowning.

for those of you interested in coming to see me at otb, err or for tasty ritas... i'll have a new schedule tomorrow. i'll post it here so you kitty kats know when to come in and see me. hopefully everyone will actually come in... and not just tease me.
you can tease me anyway. please.

thanks to everyone who is trying to cheer me up... i really do appreciate it.
and for those of you who suggested i should just end it all now.... nah.

laters luverlies.