linzy

wow... i have been such a lazy bitch! haha... ive been home from spain/italy for a month now and havent posed at all! wow i suck... anyway... there has been a lot of ups and downs, often from one minute to the next. at what point do you say enough is enough? why is it that some people cant figure out how to monitor the words that come out of their mouths, their actions or drinking? it seems like a neverending battle. anyway... happier... my current obsession is RENT, i think its because the lovely Vanity posted a video singing "out tonight." http://suicidegirls.com/girls/Vanity/1711056/ it helped remind me how wonderful of a show/movie/soundtrack it is. i also watched the special documentary about johnathan larson (the author), so moving and wonderful. i think it is completely necessary to enjoy the show/movie to the fullest.
school has begun and i think is gonna kick my ass... esp having my internship I in trenton central high school!!!! omg, a little bit nervous. but im trying not to get too worked up about it beforehand. being back to work feels good, i almost forgot how satisifying it can be to run around like an ass (serving food/drinks) for a couple hours, then walk away with a wad of cash... AWESOME!!! esp bc im soo damn poor... that school catching up with me. fyi... grad school isnt cheap!
but must crash now... pulled a suprise double, fought with the boy (then made up, then faught, then made up, then who knows)... all very draining... good night neverland! hahah