linzy

so i guess its time for an update... the hair is now black, some of the red is totally coming through though. whatever, i think i actually really like it though, which is good! its the whole point behind the issue. its not that the act of dying my hair upset me, its that i was forced to dye it or lose my job. and im getting a lot of compliments on it too, mostly from new people at work. my friends are all still working on getting used to it, haha, teasing me for being emo and such. but as of yet i am still f-ing training at this new job and am seriously desperate for money. its been over a month since i left my old job for this one and to still be training is a bit absurd. but hopefully soon, plus my mom is willing to front me some money bc she knows this drama isnt my fault.

additional freakout about money, i just found out that my tution for my classes in mallorca, spain is due in like 2 weeks... $4000+ im not sure what im going to do about that! plus finding money for my plane ticket, to pay for my flat and you know... food! so if anybody knows anything about getting grad school loans, help would sooooooooo be appreciated!

ive also just realized in the past few days that i have a caffeine addiction, if i go too long without a diet coke my head is pounding! i suppose its a better addiction to have then say, heroin, but still... prob not too good! haha

even though its crazy early (for me) to be going to bed, im exhausted... friday and sat were crazy long days and today was just annoying... maybe when i wake up all my troubles will be gone, one can only hope!
so sweet dreams to all and to all a good night!