Tuesday Jan 25, 2005

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Is this how life is. Work, school, same routine with my friends, the only relative excitement is the fights with my girlfriend and leveling my pathetic charter on a video game called lineage. Is this what life is? Or is it simply what I have made my own life into. I think I might need a change... but what? What in my life can I change so as to make such a drastic shift in direction that I would no longer want to say "Fuck it, I'm Buying a fucking van and living out in the desert." I dont know. Ive got to go to school now so as I will no longer be stupid.
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supernaught:
I forget, is Stockton north or south of Lake Tahoe?

I live about 2mi north of Cal-Tech. What are you, or what do you plan on, studying if you go there?
lillithvain:
I think that way all the time. I think "fuck it, I'm getting an RV and just traveling my ass anywhere I want to go all the time so I don't have to bother with any of the dumb shit anymore" but then, I get out of bed, shower, and go to work as ususal. Which is more pathetic, wanting to and not doing it, or not wanting some kind of change?

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