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So I guess it's been ahile since I last updated. I got a job. It pays crap. The work is crap. And in general, it has made my life less crap than it was a few weeks back. A cash transfusion can do that to you. Granted, I haven't gotten paid, but knowing that as soon as this thursday, I'll have money again without hocking...
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I have been writing like a man possessed. It's absolutely fantastic, accessible, creepy, kooky, heartfelt, cool as shit stuff, too. Well, if any of you ever see it in any medium, I think you'd dig it. Here's hoping to that someday soon. It has been written. Now it must be experienced.

Whew. Many days cooped up with thousands of words flowing from somwhere deep down...
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Moved in to the new homestead. Went to sis's graduation cali. Flirted shamelessly. Got groped. Went to dinners that cost more than what I have in the bank, thankfully the check never once got close to my placesetting. Now I write and create and lose myself in books and music, hoping that some of the words stick to the paper, instead of falling by the...
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Well, never made it up to a-kon. Damn, dirty car. I still don't even know if it's fixed yet, but over 500 bucks has gone into the economic sinkhole that is my vehicle. But I did make it to the wedding, which was fantastic. About as lovely for a wedding as you could hope for. Congrats again Nick and Tania!

So. Time to make some...
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About to go to A-kon for the weekend. Only my car is giving me major problems and I have to be moved out by Sunday. So. Instead of going tonight and meeting up with my friends and heading out tomorrow early for the hotel, I have to somehow find them in their drunken states, sometime tomorrow night. What to do, what to do? I need...
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Yeah. Big changes on the way. Few will be pleasant. But at least I have some good times to look forward to. Moving right now, that's a pain. Looking for work is doubly so. But at least the idea of money is actually starting to motivate me a little bit more. I might enjoy the solitude of moving out of the house, but I'm fairly...
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So party details as they stand for whoever wants. It is the last stand at the spring homestead. Good times were had by all during the occupancy. We want to try and escape with as much deposit money back as we can get, so that's why we're throwing a party. Lots of booze, lots of friends, lots of cool people we may or not know....
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working on something new. something I should be writing. It will hurt. And not just me. I'll turn up some old stones, heavy stones that will crush some fingers. It's good writing. Not fantastic. But good so far and I'll keep writing and see where it goes. Pages in, and I'm still going. Must persist. It's about a lot of people in my life. These...
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right. here we go again. top of the week. leading of a chain of madness that will only end in growth and spiritual release. There are few things in the world that occupy my attention for any length of time. I am lost in this blur of easy living, fast times, and broken down dreams. This isn't exactly a low, but I wouldn't call it...
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I'm just going to write some. Don't mind me. This is probably fiction.

I had this realization. Driving in my car. Where all big realizations are made, besides a walk through the park. Music from the radio stirs something somwhere and all of a sudden I'm heaving back sobs, tears, like I'm dry heaving and can't make it stop. So sorrow. It comes and goes...
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