i am ill. i am sick. i am wanting to curl up and be taken care of and i don't want to die yet. not likely, but a little sicktime drama never hurt no one. pobrecito. all i want is some warmth and well being in this world.
I have to wonder where it's all headed. My life just confuses me right now. My emotions, my wants and needs. All confusing me. I'm falling and I should be flying. In love, maybe. Damn it all.
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inkvisitor:
well, if it is love, then it will be the source of many confusions and headaches...but also the opposites too...take care 
museb:
embrace the chaos...
simple is good.
I'm sort of trying to figure out how to be happy with what I have. Y'know, just make art and love and life happen. I gotta be a good person. I have to give as much of myself as I can without getting hurt. And I can do so much good. Here's to the next step.
I'm sort of trying to figure out how to be happy with what I have. Y'know, just make art and love and life happen. I gotta be a good person. I have to give as much of myself as I can without getting hurt. And I can do so much good. Here's to the next step.
stupidslut:
totally 
hmmm. woke up feeling good today... ready to take on the world... celebrate and have a good time... I was very very drained yesterday... I really just wanted to sit in bed and read a book, only high energy jay was forcing my hand... he got me an energy drink which I'm putting off for later... only as soon as he got out of the...
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I had an eventful weekend. So eventful, it lasted until today. Wee. I'm so feeling better about all sorts of shit now. Things are making sense for the first time in a long time. It may not be exactly how I'd like things to be, but nothing is ever perfect. But it is good. I have a lot on my mind, but the confusion is...
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museb:
well that's just splendid to read...
you and lithium-picnic look like brothers...yes?
you and lithium-picnic look like brothers...yes?
link:
hmmm... lithium-picnic and I? maybe long-lost... I've heard much about him from the circles within circles here in houston, but never met him...
Mates of State was a good show, too bad I was so tired. I invite ally'all to check out my 'other' bloggy thingee...
chainlinkspiral productions
I need to get stuff done. I put up some silly me pics there. I'll eventually put them up on my profile, but I am damned lazy.
Okay. Today will be a breather. I'll get work and chores done.
chainlinkspiral productions
I need to get stuff done. I put up some silly me pics there. I'll eventually put them up on my profile, but I am damned lazy.
Okay. Today will be a breather. I'll get work and chores done.
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grrlhavoc:
yeah it is under "warranty" i think....i dont think he charged us dr's fees to go fix it...that is a drop in the bucket tho to the approx $50,000 in medical charges i rang up...thank god for insurance however shitty it may be.
lunna:
Thank You for being a great friend! 
Uhhhhh... too much smokn and drinkn and too little sleep makes me feel icky... I don't want to be at work, I don't want to be awake. I want to be in someone's arms, someplace warm and soft. goddamn I'm a cuddlewhore.
Yeah. Time enough has passed. I'm sort of debating my next course of action right now concerning a certain someone. I need to be myself and strong and say what's on my mind. Damnable mind. Too long passed without a word said. Then bam, there we are again, only it's like a sequel. Bigger, more exciting, more action, more confusion, and a cliff-hanger ending. I...
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link:
I was told by another Andrew Link to play the hand that I was dealt. As soon as I figure that out, I will play the hand that I am dealt. Yeah. Okay. I dunno where these other me's are coming from, but their words are genuine... IMs are strange things. Anyone else have multiple people with somewhat obscure but identical names within driving distance communicating with them, or is it just me? And they seek me out. I just hope they aren't trying to pull a highlander/one thing and kill me and take my powers. Because I'm so much cooler than all them. If there must be only one, I hope it's me.
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[Edited on Feb 17, 2004 10:30AM]
museb:
there is only you and the moment in which you live...make it yours always.
My Friday the XIII/Valentine's Morn was something to remember. Now I need to play it cool and not let the past come back to haunt me. Above all, I need to fly not fall.
today is just going way too slow. hurry up clock. I know as soon as I get home, I'll just goof off and daydream and layabout. And here I am at work. Cramping my style, what little of it I have. Make some noise people. I sometimes feel locked in a vacuum.
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museb:
...pish...you should come to austin...
zephyra:
We had fun in Austin...you shoulda have come too.
Fuck. Now I'm just confused.