i am the april fool
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i want to write a special story for everyone i care about... it will be their story... and only theirs... but i'm too goddamn lazy... maybe i should just get started on one...
if you could have one perfect dream, what would it be about?
me. i don't know if i want the perfect dream. if i did, i'd want to forget, because waking up would suck that much more.
me. i don't know if i want the perfect dream. if i did, i'd want to forget, because waking up would suck that much more.
perilsensitive:
waking up to the realization that everything up to this my point in my life has actually been the dream, and that in reality, I live on a tropical island.
menotyou:
In my dream I'd be the lead singer in a punk band, live in Rivendell, my girlfriend would be my idea of what Scarlett Johansson should be like, my job would be to listen to cool music whenever I want, and I had the power to sterilize stupid people at a whim.
Hmm...you're right. I wouldn't want to wake up.
Hmm...you're right. I wouldn't want to wake up.
I have an odd sense of purpose this week, a secure sort of knowing confidence in how things will unspool. At the same time, I see great antagonism at work, and that is a rare thing in my life. Usually people or things aren't working against me, not consciously. I should have more healthy paranoia, but I'm happy being the naive innocent from time to...
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brainwashedhero:
oh well...that still sucks. :/
pet:
thanks dude 
We are officially having a MAYDAY party... i'm working on the flyer now... Saturday May 1st. Come one, come all. It'll be a bash and a half.
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fancier:
ding a ling a ling dong.
what the hell
tripe in the form of me
i need to find my center. i need to get her out of my mind. i need to stop this fascination, this lovey-dovey infatuation which is repeat after me, unreciprocated. it goes unwanted. i go unwanted. and i want so bad it hurts. is this the way of the world or just the way of me....
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tripe in the form of me
i need to find my center. i need to get her out of my mind. i need to stop this fascination, this lovey-dovey infatuation which is repeat after me, unreciprocated. it goes unwanted. i go unwanted. and i want so bad it hurts. is this the way of the world or just the way of me....
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link:
I need to think less, need to write less, need to just feel life, instead of feel bad because of life... because it's really all good... someone out there lend me some beauty for a day to brighten things up or at least show me the way...
my day is here. and it is thor's. i am having way too much fun, despite my silly preoccupation with love. or because of it. no. i don't know. i am being told i must work on more stuff. do animations and pictures and paintings and writings and stuff. MeNotYou lost a bet because I sent off my camera. We watched a really bad hong...
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menotyou:
I'm thinking April 10th would be a good day for a blowout.
I'm gonna talk to T in the office tomorrow morning.
Does that work for you?
[Edited on Mar 26, 2004 1:38PM]
I'm gonna talk to T in the office tomorrow morning.
Does that work for you?
[Edited on Mar 26, 2004 1:38PM]
link:
Our will be done.
i need cheese. i need rest. i need hugs. i need to flee. i need to be someone new for a day, just to see. i need her company. i need to bleed.
menotyou:
I've just decided that Tuesday night at exactly 11:23pm we are going to leave a copy of Catcher In the Rye, a beer, and a box of unopened peeps on a random persons doorstep. With it we will include a note that simply says, "Thank You".
So it is written, so it shall be done.
Amen
[Edited on Mar 24, 2004 9:02AM]
So it is written, so it shall be done.
Amen
[Edited on Mar 24, 2004 9:02AM]
I feel good. Most good. Pouring my heart out was the best thing that happened to me in recent memory. It is just a wow. I can breathe again, sort of sensation. I can make plans and daydream and be a dork again and not have to worry about this tiny little voice at the back of my head. What I feel is silly, irrational...
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why do i gotta be so stupid? what compels me so? if i have to answer for myself, i can assign blame or suck it up. I'll suck it up and say it's just my faulty programming. My mental defects. My inability to see past myself and my actions. I desire truth and honesty, and I breed something else entirely. I don't want to lose...
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link:
heh. andy. you're fucked up on exhaustion right now. you haven't had solid food stay in you for over 24 hours now. you haven't slept in 34 hours. you're fucked up. and right now, at this place in time, you're a happy giddy motherfucker. ride the choo-choo spacecase cowboy. this is better than drugs, admit it. this is what it was like back in the day. pure, nonsense exhaustion. the best there is. this is what it's all about. this is being all alone and human at its best. this is seeing it all coming at you head on and aint it all beautiful. smile for the camera.
menotyou:
Dude...it's times like this I wish I had a lock on my door.
The way I see it, this can do down two ways:
1-You get some food and a full nights rest. Then tomorrow you focus all your pain and angst into something creative like a script or painting.
or
2-I secretly slip a heroic dose of shrooms in your salad and spend the next week in a motel.
Your choice man.
The way I see it, this can do down two ways:
1-You get some food and a full nights rest. Then tomorrow you focus all your pain and angst into something creative like a script or painting.
or
2-I secretly slip a heroic dose of shrooms in your salad and spend the next week in a motel.
Your choice man.
Arrrr