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Okay. It's taken me this long to fully absorb the fact that I'm smitten. Not that there was ever any doubt. I just did my best to wallow in dejection rather than try and go forward and make things better. So that's what I'm going to be doing. Make things better. It's a small step. I've been working things out in my skull for the last week pretty well, and I'm finally at where I think I need to be, mentally. To do the right thing. And be the right person and just relax and take things naturally. Guys are in such a hurry to just know their emotions are wanted, their feelings acceptable. We bend over backwards to accomodate and please. Know what. I'm just going to be myself and hope everything goes alright. If not, there's always another day.