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Monday Jul 05, 2004

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I hate being flustered. I can't manage a concrete constructive thought. Just horribly distracted, indecisive, uncertain.

Means of communicating. Lack of trust. Wow, my profile pic is bad.

Watching Gilmore Girls, almost done with the first season. Did I say I can't manage my train of thought? I keep returning to stupid moments. There's some sort of sign I'm trying to focus on. Something said or not said that is driving me up the wall.

What is this feeling? I'll get a finger on it and when I do, I'll probably be miserable. Damn.

I need glasses to look into myself and make things sharp and clear. I so suck at this. I figure if I keep writing, something will come to me. But I know I need a two week window for the frame of reference I need to write in hindsight. Damn.

fancier:
You need a V8
Jul 5, 2004
menotyou:
I agree with fancyketchup.

You need a V8 something fierce.
Jul 12, 2004

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