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too rutting early still and i've been up for hours. i'm drinking coffee and i never drink coffee. i wish i had a paid lunch/nap time. that sounds most nice. too much work at work today, but then again, i'm getting lazier and lazier on the job.

no stinkin energy this week. kinda sick sorta sapped it out of me.

must must must chill some before saturday's epic main event. i know it will rain some, hopefully not too much, too late.

had a most pleasant evening in Bossanova's company. thai, theater and chillin. saw goodbye, lenin, which was quite okay. a three star venture, good but not mindblowing. cute and funny, but i didn't really super connect with it... still worth a watch see. feel bad about misleading her with inopportune car directions, as wandering houston for hours is no fun at all. least you made it safe and sound.

stupid phone calls, stupid sick people wanting to feel better. Can't fault them or get upset. Pleasant voice andy trying his best to not cough in their ear.

need to chill. need to not drink. that was 11 days straight for those counting at home. i guess that's one step closer to alcoholism. not that i drink to excess, but habitual, that's something. why am i contemplating this.

oh yeah, i think too much for my own good. can't just relax and have fun on fun's own terms. someone needs to forcibly remove stick from anus one of these days.

gah, i feel cut off from something, somehow. can't quite place the feeling. i guess it's the perpetually more and more drained feeling I've been having.

glad i discovered caffeine pills. should've taken one earlier.