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hmmm. woke up feeling good today... ready to take on the world... celebrate and have a good time... I was very very drained yesterday... I really just wanted to sit in bed and read a book, only high energy jay was forcing my hand... he got me an energy drink which I'm putting off for later... only as soon as he got out of the house, he was normal jay. did chores... laundry, shopping, art stuff... reading the buzzing... I wonder if me adjusting to the new diet and/or sickness has anything to do with the very drained feeling I've been getting or if it's all psychological.

I'm getting all these great ideas, I just need to get the time to act on them this weekend. so anyway, went to the bar for maybe an hour, met with dave and nicole and jay... drank a beer and a half and turned in... I walked there and back, briskly... which sort of counts as exercise... It was already sort of late when I went up... wow. work is quiet. I heard that business is doing so well right now, it's sick. I need quiet for a day this week. I need time to think and feel and get my head straight. Before the weekend hits me hard again.

I find myself changing in small ways. Good ways. Sometimes you just catch things about yourself that you're doing differently, acting differently. Not dramatic or anything. Just moments of calm and consideration. I'm smiling more, I'm inquiring more. I'm wanting to paint the world a pretty picture.