linenandlace

dressed in my best greasy skin
squinty eyes
im the only part of summer here that made it inside




im pretty sad right now. i got ditched by 3 different people.

well well. the internet is working on my computer again. and after a week of having to stay with my mom, i am home. thank god.

saturday night im going to see alix at passim.

sunday mahogany is here!!!!!! YAY!

ow ow ow ow ow my muscles and bones hurt

so im going into perrenials this spring.

shelley wants me in the greenhouse, but i want perrenials.

i need to go out and poster for alix but im so sick.....

oh god i feel toxic.

jamie is singing a song about how i have to pee. its not helping the fact that i have to pee.

sunday night i hung out with m0use.....shes such a sweet heart

when someone tells you they cant be with you because they care for you too much and they are afraid they will hurt you.

then they turn around and start with some other chick and they try to bring her to your house and dont understand why you are upset..... what does that *really* mean?


i dont think she ever cared for me at all...
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this is so fucked up

this whole thing is so fucked up.


i want to run away.

i have always been the one everyone comes to for advice. even peoplei barely know.

but lately i just want to tell everyone to fuck off....i cant deal with it anymore.

maybe my heart is not as big as it used to be.

or maybe its just frozen.

im sorry for us.

Caught it in the face
Coming around again
Thought it was worth waiting
You're caught up in my hair
Wet sides from time to time
But mostly I'm just dry

You leave me dry

You've come all this way
No hair out of place
You put it on the stage
You put right in my face

You leave me dry

No water-well in sight
No...
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the wind is ruthless
and the trees shake angry fingers at the sky
and the people hunch their shoulders
hold their collars over their ears
and run by
its a cold rain
its a hard rain
like the kind you find in songs
i guess that makes me
the jerk with the heart ache
here to sing you about how i've been done wrong

i...
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