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my mind could never stop....and tonight i cant stop this twitching.

i think that suffering from heartache is the most horrible yet wonderful thing in the world.

this is not the same heart ache as befroe....this is the i want to make things happen and live happily ever after kind of heartache. the i cant wait for it to let it happen itself why cant...
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its a cold lonely day.


and i left work to go to my brother in law's surprise b-day party......

i fell asleep on the couch......at someones house who i barely know.

so i will probably see lauren tonight.....the only time i see her now is when i bump into her at a show. i talk to her online now and then and she said shes going to be there.

what the hell did i do today?

i had so much shit to get done but i didnt do a fucking thing.

le tigre tomorrow night, sleep in the morning

i keep having these dreams that my acoustic guitar is broken..... last night it was that i left it out in the cold and it got wet and all of the wood split.

i know these dreams are meaningful, im just trying to figure them out.....

this guitar is my baby....and im having dreams that im destroying her.....but by accident....and its funny how my electric...
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you tell me you love me but you cant be with me because you dont want a relationship with ANYONE. and then 3 weeks later your ex girlfriend who you swore off about 7 months ago comes back around and its okay to get back into a relationship with her.... i wouldnt break your heart once. but youre going to let her do it numerous...
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yeah i lost my shit at about noon today....at work. i knew i needed to go to the bathroom and just cry for a few minutes then just compose myself.... which i do a lot anyway.....but today i couldnt stop. i had to go up to the office to grab some shit and deb looked at me and asked me if i needed a hu...
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so bitch tackled me to the floor with a huge huge huge hug, gave me a free shirt, hat, book and cd.....

i met the opening act at about 5:30....this woman mahogany walked in and my jaw dropped. she is the sexiest woman i have ever touched......

we hung out, had a beer, talked about music and stuff then before she went on she walked...
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i just sat on my ass in the streets of boston for 4 hours playing music. some drunk guy was trying to get me to drink tequila with him. he had it in a gatorade bottle. he was funny..... he liked to tip me.

i have my hair in little braided pigtails. woohoo.

tomorrow i have to go to worcester at 5:30 to help Bitch...
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i think its time to get dressed, get my coffee and then go jump on jamies bed to wake him up....assuming he is still sleeping.

if you are the sun
then i am the moon
and we are staring from separate corners of the room
and soon we are going to have to meet half way
i will let you turn my night into day



so..... oh fuck it i dont feel like getting into a broken heart story again. this is all too familiar. why must i keep letting...
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wow i am exhausted.