Okay time for the shit to spill over!
Okay i am being dramatic but oh well!
Just got a lot pent up inside only the first half will be a pity party!LOL! Sorry!
Well for starters my day was affected with the realization, when I woke up, that OH SHIT HE'S LEAVING AND THIS COULD BE FOREVER!!!
Then I rolled over and just cried my eyes out!
And I know this is going to sound sooooo corny but that just made me want to get up and vote tomorrow even more than I was already wanting to!
If Tre' leaves for this rediculous war but 'oh wait the war is over' shit I will absolutely just lose my mind! and he is going to a bad area where the dreams and hopes of him coming home make one all paranoid and worried! I just wish that I could have one more hug and one more big sniff of his cologne and one more smile and one more look at me out the corner of his eye like 'woman back up before i tickle you'!
Well enough about that shit!
And my day was going good until this damn evening!
Whenever i think I have it all together I never quite can get the last piece to fit!
So the end result.....me, my puppy, sunny delight, trash tv, tears, tissues, and regret! Oh Ain't life grand?
I wanted to hang with KellyJanice but chose to be a hermit and indulge in my own tears!!!
By the way lets hope that its one stripe and not two!
So how is everybody else doing?
I am so ready for tomorrow at Bento cuz i feel like I aint been living! I am ready to just get drunk and not have a care in the world! Oh wait that wont be Tuesday night cuz I have to drive home and then I have to be up at the bootie shine of day on Wednesday for the salon head rubs and pampering of my head!!! Then I am off to class!
So up next is Thanksgiving then Christmas! I am more than excited about that!!! I am a D.I.Y. freak when it comes to Christmas! So I am going to be getting some things started for my dear SG'ers!
I have completed my idea of a nice shoulder piece finally and I am standing with my toes over the edge getting ready to jump into getting my nose done! I just need a hand holder because I work myself all up into nervousness and then I am like all hell that didnt hurt!!!
LOL! I am ready to get my other nipple done as well!
Pay Day Friday Biotches! What to do what to do!
If you keep me company I can spoil you a bit!LOL
!!!
Oh great now my friend Stefano Flandro is on my cell phone! I am gonna chat him up and then I am off to bed all!!!
Good night all in SG Land!!!
*LL
Okay i am being dramatic but oh well!
Just got a lot pent up inside only the first half will be a pity party!LOL! Sorry!
Well for starters my day was affected with the realization, when I woke up, that OH SHIT HE'S LEAVING AND THIS COULD BE FOREVER!!!
Then I rolled over and just cried my eyes out!
And I know this is going to sound sooooo corny but that just made me want to get up and vote tomorrow even more than I was already wanting to!
If Tre' leaves for this rediculous war but 'oh wait the war is over' shit I will absolutely just lose my mind! and he is going to a bad area where the dreams and hopes of him coming home make one all paranoid and worried! I just wish that I could have one more hug and one more big sniff of his cologne and one more smile and one more look at me out the corner of his eye like 'woman back up before i tickle you'!
Well enough about that shit!
And my day was going good until this damn evening!
Whenever i think I have it all together I never quite can get the last piece to fit!
So the end result.....me, my puppy, sunny delight, trash tv, tears, tissues, and regret! Oh Ain't life grand?
I wanted to hang with KellyJanice but chose to be a hermit and indulge in my own tears!!!
By the way lets hope that its one stripe and not two!
So how is everybody else doing?
I am so ready for tomorrow at Bento cuz i feel like I aint been living! I am ready to just get drunk and not have a care in the world! Oh wait that wont be Tuesday night cuz I have to drive home and then I have to be up at the bootie shine of day on Wednesday for the salon head rubs and pampering of my head!!! Then I am off to class!
So up next is Thanksgiving then Christmas! I am more than excited about that!!! I am a D.I.Y. freak when it comes to Christmas! So I am going to be getting some things started for my dear SG'ers!
I have completed my idea of a nice shoulder piece finally and I am standing with my toes over the edge getting ready to jump into getting my nose done! I just need a hand holder because I work myself all up into nervousness and then I am like all hell that didnt hurt!!!
LOL! I am ready to get my other nipple done as well!
Pay Day Friday Biotches! What to do what to do!
If you keep me company I can spoil you a bit!LOL
!!!
Oh great now my friend Stefano Flandro is on my cell phone! I am gonna chat him up and then I am off to bed all!!!
Good night all in SG Land!!!
*LL
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if not, there is always my bday weekend that is coming up!
hope you have fun tonight at bento, gimme an update!