Ahhh this life is getting boring I am ready to trade it in for a new one, ya know!
Nothing has been going my way since friggin Friday! The days have just been filled with stress stress stress!
I just feel like breaking down crying sometimes. Oh wait I did that last night! I dont exactly feel any better today than I did over the whole weekend!
Why is it that when you meet somebody and you're together like FOREVER(years), you start to think like hey I could marry this person and I love them a whole bunch...blah blah blah...that you suddenly see a side of them that totally makes you feel like you either a. were fooling yourself about your happiness or b. you were fooled by the other person into thinking you were in total happiness!?!?!?!?!?!
I just wish that love wasnt soooo damn complicated ya know!
I am one who like totally devotes myself and all my energy into my relationships! I am like your number one fan cheering you on all the way in any tasks good or bad that you are going through!
But you know what really sucks is when suddenly you arent appreciated anymore after all the ups and downs! It sucks to know that you are the only one willing to fight for that love to make it through those tough times! It just friggin sucks to know that you just might not be loved anymore!!!
For me I am at my best when I have that special partner in crime...to be alone is a scary thought for me! I hate it! I have to always have somebody around! Maybe that is my own fault or a weakness of mine but hey thats just how I am!
I just dont understand how after sooo long that person can lok you in the face and actually say hey a. I dont love you or b. I love somebody else! Those two sentences are like a death certificate for any relationship big or small.
Ahhhh! This is a tragedy for all who dive in head first to love and are blinded by the splash of the signs taht things are going all wrong! Which leads me to ask what the hell are the SIGNS anywayz?!?!?!?!? I seem to be overlooking them!
I just hope that this whole situation will fix itself! We have talked things over and over and over and over! and Hopefully we can reach a conclusion to all this sometime SOON!
SO! How was everbody elses weekend? How was Friday's
Fellas Nite Out! Did ya spend those pure platty dolla bills, slippin 'em in those sexy panties? Welp hope to hear about all the festivities! Love you all out there in SGLand!!!
*pryn
Me and Da Boy!
Nothing has been going my way since friggin Friday! The days have just been filled with stress stress stress!
I just feel like breaking down crying sometimes. Oh wait I did that last night! I dont exactly feel any better today than I did over the whole weekend!
Why is it that when you meet somebody and you're together like FOREVER(years), you start to think like hey I could marry this person and I love them a whole bunch...blah blah blah...that you suddenly see a side of them that totally makes you feel like you either a. were fooling yourself about your happiness or b. you were fooled by the other person into thinking you were in total happiness!?!?!?!?!?!
I just wish that love wasnt soooo damn complicated ya know!
I am one who like totally devotes myself and all my energy into my relationships! I am like your number one fan cheering you on all the way in any tasks good or bad that you are going through!
But you know what really sucks is when suddenly you arent appreciated anymore after all the ups and downs! It sucks to know that you are the only one willing to fight for that love to make it through those tough times! It just friggin sucks to know that you just might not be loved anymore!!!
For me I am at my best when I have that special partner in crime...to be alone is a scary thought for me! I hate it! I have to always have somebody around! Maybe that is my own fault or a weakness of mine but hey thats just how I am!
I just dont understand how after sooo long that person can lok you in the face and actually say hey a. I dont love you or b. I love somebody else! Those two sentences are like a death certificate for any relationship big or small.
Ahhhh! This is a tragedy for all who dive in head first to love and are blinded by the splash of the signs taht things are going all wrong! Which leads me to ask what the hell are the SIGNS anywayz?!?!?!?!? I seem to be overlooking them!
I just hope that this whole situation will fix itself! We have talked things over and over and over and over! and Hopefully we can reach a conclusion to all this sometime SOON!
SO! How was everbody elses weekend? How was Friday's
Fellas Nite Out! Did ya spend those pure platty dolla bills, slippin 'em in those sexy panties? Welp hope to hear about all the festivities! Love you all out there in SGLand!!!
*pryn
Me and Da Boy!
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i miss everyone and i wanna go out. so i am on tuesday, of course, to Bento. wanna come?
I hope you get to feeling better. Love Schmuv!