I take no more pleasure from fixing other peoples problems, I say this in regards to work.
I used to just love to help when it came to matters of the digtal sort, now I find it hard to muster the modivation to do my job.
I want a job where I get to chat with people, a job where... Read More
I take no more pleasure from fixing other peoples problems, I say this in regards to work.
I used to just love to help when it came to matters of the digtal sort, now I find it hard to muster the modivation to do my job.
I want a job where I get to chat with people, a job where I can just hang out, but then again many would kill for my shitty job, so I shouldn't complain.
But I wants what I wants and I will never grow up...
I've been writing more and more recently and all directed at musical stuffz0r, the hardest thing that I have found is that when I write something I hear the perfect intonation in my head but when I say it, or sing it, or spit it, I just sound like a retard, most frustrating.
I need a sugar momma to wisk me off to Hawaii where I can sit on a beach and let warm rains fall on my open eyes. I really hate this time of year for the weather, its just depressing and I hate being depressed with no reason. Maybe thats the cause of the weird state that most Portlanders maintain, the weather makes everyone crazy but noone really wants to see that so... they invent their own maladies to justify there reactions.
well anyway time to start heading back to the hood, fuck spell check, fuck grammer check, yay for mis-placed punctuation, I lazy dont forgive me.
Getting ready for the day much stuff todo today
I like having things todo it keeps me from sitting around and being bored, which in turn keeps me from in reality sitting around and being depressed.
I miss the summer already...
So my turkey day was good, my friend Tif bakes a mean muhfuggin turkey.
I've mostly recovered from my vile infection that was trying to kill me (or at least felt like it was trying to kill me).
Its like 4:10am I'm going to go to bed now and read more a copy of return of the king I borrowed from my friend leb, still... Read More
Hope the book is good. I've never heard of it myself. People who wake people up and ruin their days are just flat out mean. Rawr. Oh and baths are much more fun then showers, but then again if I had a big shower I might change my mind.
Dis-functionate atempts to annunciate this sentence with nefarious intent like the scariest mc's rent ryhime and repent from the heavenly sent cold never stint hard heart street beats from the within leavin head achin never fakin with mind meltin molasses dripin crassest riddles start with tart meaningless dribble of the falsely of yours and mine immortality cause in time the same line all turns wit... Read More
Err, I think I'm getting a little sick agian.
If I didn't get phone calls at 2am to work till 6am then get phone calls non-stop from 9am - 12pm, I would maybe get enough sleep to allow my immune system to defend my body
bitch, bitch, bitch all I ever do is bitch.
when you are sick it's hard not to bitch all the time...
i'm the worst sick person in the world.. i would hate anyone to be around me.. thats why i stay in bed...