Well I hung out with pizza crush girl last night, had a few drinks etc etc, yup she's obsessed with her ex 
oh well !
Crashed out at my friends place after talking till like 9 in the morning, woke up to breakfast burrito's YUM
Wrote a rap yesturday, i'm actually considering putting it to a beat... crazy.
Errm, time for a shower and coffee....
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oh well !
Crashed out at my friends place after talking till like 9 in the morning, woke up to breakfast burrito's YUM
Wrote a rap yesturday, i'm actually considering putting it to a beat... crazy.
Errm, time for a shower and coffee....
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Time: 1:10pm
Music: Flogging Molly - Drunken Lullabies
Mood: Hungover
I went to my friends show featuring the C.A.C and Soylent Gringo and it was good, bum bum buh
The problem was I got entirely to drunk afterwards, I think I was kinda rude to a few people, but Im not sure because I dont really remember the specifics of what happened last night from...
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Music: Flogging Molly - Drunken Lullabies
Mood: Hungover
I went to my friends show featuring the C.A.C and Soylent Gringo and it was good, bum bum buh
The problem was I got entirely to drunk afterwards, I think I was kinda rude to a few people, but Im not sure because I dont really remember the specifics of what happened last night from...
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lunna:
ooh pizza crush. That's so cute. Makes me think of Good Times at Ridgemont high. hehe
Btw-well what you wrote was cool
Btw-well what you wrote was cool
ryan:
okay i have seen so many ppl use
rox0r... what the fuck does it mean? i am not into your lingo, i want to understand...
i act like an ass when i drink... i get way hyper and happy... but i know why, it's the interaction of the alcohol and prozac in my system... ppl don't seem to like me when i am drunk... go figure. heaven forbid someone actually happy and laughing...
rox0r... what the fuck does it mean? i am not into your lingo, i want to understand...
i act like an ass when i drink... i get way hyper and happy... but i know why, it's the interaction of the alcohol and prozac in my system... ppl don't seem to like me when i am drunk... go figure. heaven forbid someone actually happy and laughing...
As I sit in this flimsy yard chair punching away at the keyboards attached to my weak computers, trying to find a way to entertain my self, my thoughts are drifting to the outside world and to the things that Im missing and to the friends that I have not seen in a long time.
My outlet is my search.
I want to have enough...
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My outlet is my search.
I want to have enough...
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I will die someday
It seems very far away
But its close as can be
Closer than you and me
It seems very far away
But its close as can be
Closer than you and me
lunna:
Did you write that?
Hugs
Hugs
ryan:
you like ice milk too??
I wonder if one could live completely off milk, meditation and rice crispy treats.
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whatiwas:
well...you'd still need something a bit more protein-y...like refried beans or something.
mmm....refried beans...
mmm....refried beans...
anything:
go heavy on the meditation and light on the other parts and let me know how it goes.
I still think that the world would look better black and white, because then one would be more apt to pay atention to what is happening rather than the impression of what is happening.
Or maybe !!, I just need to open my own eyes.
I said tonight while sitting at "the rack" at a local strip club,
"I know where I want to be...
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Or maybe !!, I just need to open my own eyes.
I said tonight while sitting at "the rack" at a local strip club,
"I know where I want to be...
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I have recently been haunted by fleeting visions of gruesome images of random death, I don't know where it comes from but I will be riding the max for example and get this very clear image of someone being twisted and torn in half by the convection of two trains passing each other.
Its embarrassing because this happens in public and I visibly flinch.
Maybe...
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Its embarrassing because this happens in public and I visibly flinch.
Maybe...
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stormy:
i do the exact same thing....
except i think i like it...
except i think i like it...
Tonight might be a bizy night, hmm.
I'm supposed to go to my ex's play tonight because its the last night it's showing, even though she was a total bitch about the way she split with me, and that hanging out with her now is always awkward, I might still go.
However, other events are going to on tonight, and if one other event looks...
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I'm supposed to go to my ex's play tonight because its the last night it's showing, even though she was a total bitch about the way she split with me, and that hanging out with her now is always awkward, I might still go.
However, other events are going to on tonight, and if one other event looks...
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lunna:
Ex's can be mean. Rawr 
Great List,but remember sants will only bring those things if you've been good this year. Were you good?
Great List,but remember sants will only bring those things if you've been good this year. Were you good?
disdain:
dental insurance...
that's a good one. really.
that's a good one. really.
I'm a stupid bastard, I have decided.
If I could ever crawl out of the deep recesses of my own ass, I might beable to see the little positive things that happen all around me and to me.
Well anyway, spilt milk always goes sour.
Maybe if i'm lucky I will get a second chance.
If I could ever crawl out of the deep recesses of my own ass, I might beable to see the little positive things that happen all around me and to me.
Well anyway, spilt milk always goes sour.
Maybe if i'm lucky I will get a second chance.
lunna:
for the day!
for the day!
lunna:
for the day!
for the day!I need not look at the computer screen any longer to know that I am lost.
I can depate as long as my breath runs through my lungs, but the answer will always be the same.
What you want, define's what you where.
I can depate as long as my breath runs through my lungs, but the answer will always be the same.
What you want, define's what you where.
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ryan:
what i want is a pepsi... so what does that make me?
ryan:
what nights/venues do you go to? i usually hit boiler room and/or roscoes. things have been crazy for a while.. life will start getting in order soon...