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OK
So I can't fucking sleep
It's not like I really have insomnia
Though I say it at times
Because its the only way
In short explain the way I am
I do sleep
Sometimes long stretches, like 12 to 14 hours
But I can never sleep when I need to
I am always sleeping when I shouldn't
The harder I try
The more I lay back
The more I think about the shit that keeps me up
ARRRGGG
Maybe if I quit smoking
Maybe that would help
I dunno.
It feel like I have insomnia
The very "guilt" that keeps me from sleeping
Is also the same bullshit that keeps me up
For day on end
Keeping my promise
That aching feeling
My body gives my mind
YOU CAN NOT KEEP GOING
But its an amazing thing what the mind can do

someone help