I guess if I where a more interesting person that I would write in my journal more often.
However, I'm not, so I leave nothing but this boring drivel that sometimes includes things that happen in my life but more often are merely expressions of my own twist on insanity.
I wish I could just settle into a normal life, you know one of those people who have a routine and enjoy it.
I'm not a kid anymore and I hate it, I hate most things in the way that you hate your cat when he/she sleeps on your face.
I appreciate the wonder of the world and all its little stupid eccentricities, but I'm bitter at the same time.
Thats how I know I'm not a kid anymore, I can't find that place in my heart where its ok, because everything is beautiful, that no matter what happens just because the way things are, are the way things are, makes it alright.
I'm silly so I'm going to stop.
Cheers...
However, I'm not, so I leave nothing but this boring drivel that sometimes includes things that happen in my life but more often are merely expressions of my own twist on insanity.
I wish I could just settle into a normal life, you know one of those people who have a routine and enjoy it.
I'm not a kid anymore and I hate it, I hate most things in the way that you hate your cat when he/she sleeps on your face.
I appreciate the wonder of the world and all its little stupid eccentricities, but I'm bitter at the same time.
Thats how I know I'm not a kid anymore, I can't find that place in my heart where its ok, because everything is beautiful, that no matter what happens just because the way things are, are the way things are, makes it alright.
I'm silly so I'm going to stop.
Cheers...
Wake up, feed the fish, go to work, come home, eat, sleep and do it again tomorrow.
Maybe your idea of soothing in the routine, but everyone wants to break out at some point.
Turn on your AIM... I would like to chat with you.