limowreck

Yeah...I gave in today and bought a pack of smokes. Been under so much stress with family, friends, work...everyone worrying too damn much. I'm a little bummed out that I did it, but the fact is, I knew I was going to eventually. So I'll just try again once I can get these damn people to cool their jets about what's going on. I haven't mentioned what's going on only because I know everyone tends to think the worst. So I'm simply not going to tell my friends, my mom, etc. I'm not even going to tell you guys. All everyone needs to know is no matter how bad things get, I'm still going to be fine.

Have a little faith in me, my friends. I'm a stubborn bastard, and if I say things will be okay, then they will. Simple as that. But to those of you who have supported me, even if you've let the concern eat away at you, I love all of you. So damn much.