limegreen

Sometimes letting go of things in the past is tough.
When you finally do thet them go they can leave unwanted things behind, like the inabillity to trust. Its not easy to get over. But holding on to pain from long ago will only make new challenges harder.

I dont post rumors or nasty things about others in my online journals. In fact the person Im speaking about would never read this anyway, and would know who it is.

Its hard to say sorry to someone when they hurt you first, and worse. But I went ahead and did it. Im tired of the situation, but the person its attached to wont be able to make the memories go away. I dont forget, pain is hard to forget, but I can forgive.


So now.
I went to my pal teds place and he drank himself silly, and also threw me into a wall. Graverhead worked at game riot yesterday and made big bucks. He said he had a great time.
I wanna make big plans.
Remember my BBQ is on the 3rd, deadsweetheart - its not a big drinking fest, i really hope you go, come on fireworksssss!

I loves me some herbs

ok so that was a while ago haha


I also loves me some wormwood!


I am ze queeeeen of france


Nicci used her anime powers to kill me


Doug decided to torch the place


now thats fucking cute.


The topiary dog ate my head

AND! for all you new jerseyans...

A picture of my friend in Mr Bills crotch.

More pictures later, NEW pictures.