limegreen

Why am I so terrified of people?
I find myself fearing phonecalls, acting as though the worl dis going to end when I get one from someone new or that I havent spoken to in a while. I get so scared that I miss out on things becasue of it. I worry that I will sound stupid, or say something wrong. Then there is this burning anxiety that flares up when I even think of receiving a call. Or worse, when I have to make a call to a new #. I feel so dumb about it because I end up comming off as a deadbeat. I get so nervous around people it is terrible. I have social anxiety disorder, but it had not been that bad untill recently, and its getting to be a very large problem.

Lets hope my retarted nature doesnt muss up any photoshoot like dealies.

Also, why are so many people complain complain complaining about things round here?
Some of it is ummmm... Retarted.
Yea anyways.
Hope everyones summer is going well, mine is going.... nowhere.