::My Precious SG journal how I *missed* you::
I was loving yesterdays weather! What happend to it. Rawr!
I slept good for once. I definitely needed it.
I've been thinking about going to MI to visit my brother for a while now.
I haven't seen him or his wife since the wedding.
I talk to him every now and again. But I miss him.
So I'd figure, I am going to call him tomorrow. Well, later on today.
And see if I can head over there for a week -- two weeks, Or whenever they decide to kick my ass out. Ha! I Just need to get away from NY and other annoyances here. I am getting tired of pretty much everything, And everyone.
So I need to get away just to recharge my batteries, And to have a change of scenery. Hey, Maybe if I like it enough I'll move there. I've already talked to my brother about that when I went there to visit, He said I/we should move there.
But my dad don't like it there, It's to confusing for him and plus he has to stay in NY for his job. So going back and forth would be a pain in the ass.
I feel Brooklyn/NY isn't really doing it for me anymore. So We'll see!
My dad will love to send me away and get rid of me for a while.
So he probably be happy!
I will definitely miss my cuddle kitties though. That's for sure!
A couple of days ago I was talking to a online buddy of mine and he has the balls to tell me I am wrong and shallow because I choose not to let people in. (In an emotional loving way.) I don't know I just can't. I have a wall up when it comes to people. Why can't he just accept that, And then he twists everything I say around and always brings up my ex's. And it's so annoying to the point I think he tries to see my emotional side figuring I will let him in because I am vulnerable. then he tries so hard to change my mind or tries to convince me otherwise. Which never happens! And he knows it wont. But he is a good person and funny. But please! stop thinking you know what's best for me, Or how to run my life.
RAWR!!!!!!!!
Sorry So Long, I haven't updated in a while...
But fuckers piss me off!
I was loving yesterdays weather! What happend to it. Rawr!
I slept good for once. I definitely needed it.
I've been thinking about going to MI to visit my brother for a while now.
I haven't seen him or his wife since the wedding.
I talk to him every now and again. But I miss him.
So I'd figure, I am going to call him tomorrow. Well, later on today.
And see if I can head over there for a week -- two weeks, Or whenever they decide to kick my ass out. Ha! I Just need to get away from NY and other annoyances here. I am getting tired of pretty much everything, And everyone.
So I need to get away just to recharge my batteries, And to have a change of scenery. Hey, Maybe if I like it enough I'll move there. I've already talked to my brother about that when I went there to visit, He said I/we should move there.
But my dad don't like it there, It's to confusing for him and plus he has to stay in NY for his job. So going back and forth would be a pain in the ass.
I feel Brooklyn/NY isn't really doing it for me anymore. So We'll see!
My dad will love to send me away and get rid of me for a while.
So he probably be happy!
I will definitely miss my cuddle kitties though. That's for sure!
A couple of days ago I was talking to a online buddy of mine and he has the balls to tell me I am wrong and shallow because I choose not to let people in. (In an emotional loving way.) I don't know I just can't. I have a wall up when it comes to people. Why can't he just accept that, And then he twists everything I say around and always brings up my ex's. And it's so annoying to the point I think he tries to see my emotional side figuring I will let him in because I am vulnerable. then he tries so hard to change my mind or tries to convince me otherwise. Which never happens! And he knows it wont. But he is a good person and funny. But please! stop thinking you know what's best for me, Or how to run my life.
RAWR!!!!!!!!
Sorry So Long, I haven't updated in a while...
But fuckers piss me off!
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I've been thinking of moving but, out of the country. I want to move to the UK. I am getting way tired of taking an hour to drive somewhere that used to take five min.
Over crowding sux!
STOP Pissing her off fuckers!!
cheers! good to see you back!
-deez-