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Do you ever wish sometimes the people you meet in your life, You wish you hadn't? Me I do sometimes depending on the person. I talking about people that just like to make your life harder for you to live in. Or those that like to bring you down and hurt you and talk behind your back. Even if they thought the person wouldn't hear it or see it (Or) they knew the person will see it and hear it. And these people are our friends that do that to us. And they might of not meant it in that sort of way to hurt you (Or) they did. But they see it as there just getting some advice or what ever the case is, But what I think is wrong you don't talk about someone and their family on board so everyone can see and judge that person(s) without ever knowing them. What kind of friends do that? Well, that happened to me. I was furious with this person. I never gotten so mad b4 in my life. I really don't think they would liked it if other people did it to them. And def. don't make up a fake screen name and try to play some immature High school game. and say it wasn't them or it was one of their siblings as an excuse. Bc they got BUSTED! This person prob. thought I was dumb or something. And this person is old enough to know right from wrong. I am so tired of this person making me look like I am a bad guy, even if they were the ones doing all the bad stuff.

I am sry I really need to vent. I've held this in soo long. And this person don't know when to quit. I am not friends with this person anymore, Nor do I talk to them, But I find it funny that this isn't deaded yet!

Well, I wish I Never met this person...
I wish this person DIDN'T know my name...
I wish this person WILL leave my name out of their thoughts....
And most of all I wish this person will grow up and LEAVE me alone!

I swear I don't have much trust in people anymore. Maybe that's why this has happen to me. to learn not to tell anything private. Like those fake friends and fake lovers. I am a very honest and open person. But I learned not to let people walk all over me I think that's why I have a wall up all the time. I am so emotionally tired of getting hurt by people, That I don't let many people in. Which is good and bad? But what can I do. I think I am a magnet that attract these people to me and they feed off my energy and drain the shit out of me. I sometimes can feel these peoples energy to the point I can't breathe anymore. Rwar I'm done!

There is probably a lot more that I left out but I can't think anymore or want to care about this. P.A.A.W.O.S!

My SG Stuff came today! I am so happy! YAY!

\m/ SiN \m/