lilstoney

Been hanging with the bartender.
He's pretty neat
and nice
and sexy
and damn good in bed
went out with the girls.
saw bartender and he was a sweetheart as usuall
but i got too drunk
ended up puking in pparking lots
no fun
but all the up until then the night was a blast

Things are over between me and my beau.
Just ended things today
Was suppose to end it yesterday but ended up sleeping with him instead
Im glad its over
No more stress of getting caught.
Now maybe I can meet someone that is more open
Someone that can give me the things I want, need, deserve
I want to find someone I can give it...
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WaWa! Its over between me and my married man. Which is probably a damn good thing! Seeing that I adore his daughter and get along great with his wife. They are going to try to work things out. I think they should try to keep the family together. But now Im alone again. Well seeing that we couldnt really anounce to people we were seeing...
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Its been awhile. So Beau has become my secret hunny bunny. Its kind of wierd but totally works. I love the boy like crazy and Im pretty sure that he loves me too. He understands me in a way that nobody else has ever in my life. The best part of it is he sees me and still wants to be with me. I find...
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Went camping with my boys. It was exactly what I needed, some time away from everything. I wanted to clear my head and hike and smoke. We went down to the beach alot but it was too cold to swim. Strange happenings. Lando was being super flirt when he came up. But Scott had already been super flirty and kinda stole some moments with me....
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Mmmm. Just got home from work a bit ago. My feet hurt bad. Last night was slow. Very boring. And Im not tired which sucks cuz I have another 12 hour shift tonight. Gotta try to sleep

Mmm. I love my new job! I should have been working in a hospital years ago! I love my two best buddies, Marc and Nick. My family is good good good. The boy situation as usual sucks. I dont even know if Im inerested in David. But Im still sleeping with him. Soooo I dont know. I dont think I want to date him but...
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So some how I haven't been standing so firmly against David. The skinny piece of shit is just too sexy for me to resist. So I booty called him. And it was good. But I was going to try to stay in control of the situation and Im not doing a very good job at that. Last night he booty called me. And then came...
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Dude...I dont even know where my head is at anymore. So I had a long talk to one of my bestest guy friends, Nick, today and we were discussing why dating has just not been working out for either of us lately. I think that I am too much of an intense person and when I feel something I let myself feel it. I dont...
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Im happy! thats all! life is good! and i like david alot i hope he likes me alot 2