Sat I got my first chance to help with a photoshoot. The process of the photo is up to the idea of the man with the camera. Any idea can change with a momment notice. The girl alway work hard to make sure the photo meet the person idea. It is a very odd and intresting way to make a beautful momment. I have a...
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How does one find friends? Right now I am feeling more alone then then normal. This bugs me that I can't find or keep friends. It feels like the people I want to hang out with. I don't have a connection with. It would be nice to have a friend to nerd out about comic books. Go to a bar and grab a beer. For...
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What is the concept of sex. Is it a personal appeal for getting off. Would the idea of making a connection be so bad. This is something that has always been on my mind. Not the idea of sexing women all the time. Just the idea of know what a woman wants. Every man has an idea. Yet the idea is far from the truth....
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Could you imagine a world with out empathy. The murder rate would be sky high. Respect would be thrown out the window. And the sudden urge to preform grand theft auto would be at an all time high. The more I grow it appears the world seems to start to care less. Self seems to be the only thing you should be worried about. What...
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The first step in my journey to self discovery was to explore my love of comic books. Since the age of 8 comic books have always had a place in my life. When 7 girlss said no chance in hell they would go with me to the prom. The trip to comic book store helped pass the pain. When 4 guys held me down in...
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I found a new site. It combine my love of creative and pop. http://www.cubeecraft.com/genre/pop-culture/. Site is free. You can make 3d charcters with paper. enjoy!
At any age you want to grasp the concept of life. Why do I live. who do I love. What do I eat. My life has always about being and not really living. That why I am going to open my mind to concept of truly living. for the next 12 months. I want to use a camera to document. At the end of each...
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aadie:
I wish you luck and much lust on this self evolving journey your about to embark upon!
Self discovery with in and about the world is a beautiful thing
Self discovery with in and about the world is a beautiful thing

lilnerdboy:
Thanks for the support. I plan on using a polariod 600 camera to document and post my journey. The goal is to show and tell the person I am and want to be.
The idea of a cow boy vs an alien seems rather strange. While watching the movie it occured to me that concpet of vs could apply to anything. Strippers vs Nuns, X-box Gammers vs Playstation Gammer, Cows Vs Panndas. Could you imagine the battle royal of the noble cow defending his land from the powerful panda. The more I watch movies the idea of thinking...
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From the age of 5 to 35 I have battled body image. I started life as a fat baby. That fat baby grew up as a chubby kid. The chubby kid grew up to be a fat teenager. It was not till I lost the weight. That I saw the damage body image can do. You dont have the courage to talk to people. Asking...
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What does one post for a blog? Should you use creative writing to describe fictional adventuers. Should you post personal information that allows a person to see the true person. The idea of sharing one self threw truth or fiction make me feel scared. People can be mean cruel, or just evil. That why we all have trust issues. Cause you will alway hurt the...
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lillithvain:
you post whatever makes you happy
That's why it's your blog!

lilnerdboy:
You give great advice. Now I have to wrap my head around the concept of mine, happy, and internet. baby steps! baby steps!
