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Friday Apr 01, 2005

Apr 1, 2005
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DAMN! It's about time I updated. biggrin

Hmmmm where did I leave off?

Oh yeah, I did the physical agility last Saturday (on the 26th) with only one hour of sleep. I was there from 8:30am to 1:30pm and I passed! Damn did I feel it afterwards though. I was hurtin. whatever

After the physical agility my dad and I headed out for Laughlin. It was a nice drive. We got there around 7:00pm. When we got there we ate and then headed out to throw our money away. My cousin had already been there for one night with my uncle so he was already down $400. After gambling and losing almost $100 in less than an hour my cousins and I headed over to The Riverside. We were staying at Ramada but wanted to walk over to The Losers Lounge. It felt like a damn long walk especially being as stiff as I was. We got there and stood around for awhile getting our dancing feet ready. (By the way, I'm NEVER too sore to dance) After standing around for awhile we (my cousin and I) decided to tear up the dance floor togeather. After that we had people dancing with us left and right.

I couldn't get a fucking break!

This oriental guy was dancing with me ALOT! He was cool in the beginning but then he started humping my leg really hard. I was trying to figure out what the fuck he was doing.

It seemed as if he was trying to get off on my leg. puke

I pulled away a couple times but after awhile he would just go back to the same spot on my leg. So I left him on the dance floor to take a restroom break. biggrin After that I didn't dance with him again.

Anyway, after alot of sweatin and booty shakin we headed back to our hotel only to lose more fucking money mad

On Easter my dad and I headed to the casino with our bunny ears on. I only got $10 altogeather for wearing them. I fed a couple more $20's in a video poker machine and then we went to eat at a mexican restuarant. I had fish tacos and a strawberry margarita and they were fucking awesome! biggrin

That day was followed by more money loseing and a bit of bad news. frown

My mom called me on my cell phone and told me that the lady I work withs daughter died. frown I was shocked! She was my age and one of the sweetest and most ginuine people I had ever met. She will be greatly missed by everyone who had the pleasure of letting her touch their lives in some way. It has been hard to imagine how Terri (her mom) and family is doing. My heart breaks for them in a million ways. She (Heather) was in New Mexico on her way to visit her boyfriend in Texas and she was hit by another car head on. She supposedly died instantly. Her funeral is today, and I will definitley have her on my mind all day.


I am standing upon the seashore. A ship at my side spreads her white sails to the morning breeze and starts for the blue ocean. She is an object of beauty and strength, and I stand and watch until at last she hangs like a speck of white cloud just where the sea and sky come down to mingle with eachother. Then someone at my side says, 'There she goes!' Gone where? Gone from my sight ... that is all. She is just as large in mast and hull and snar as she was when she left my side and just as able to bear her load of living freight to the place of destination. Her diminished size is in me, not in her. And just at the moment when someone at my side says, 'There she goes!' there are other eyes watching her coming and their voices ready to take up the glad shouts 'Here she comes!'
- Henry Van Dyke

Please hug someone a little harder tonight and show them you care a little longer. The people that we hold close and care about the most are not invincible. Try hard everyday not to take anyone for granted and love them to the best of your ability.

Take a break out of life's hectic comings and goings and think about what you are greatfull for.

Heather, you will be missed.

"It's not what you take when you leave this world behind you. It's what you leave behind you when your gone."
- Randy Travis
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We came home Monday and I went to my cousin's house

I'll finish my update later. My boss is letting me off to go to the funeral.
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whitewidow:
*bows heas* the greatest loss is the loss of a life - I hope your doing ok hunfrown

It sounds like you did have a good time this weekend otherwisewink

Kisses kiss kiss
Apr 2, 2005
misery:
thank you!
i still wish you could come to my party tonight. frown

xoxo
Apr 2, 2005

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