I try not to dislike people that I don't really know very well, but some people just give me that 'vibe'. I know from the very instant I meet them that I won't like them. I tell myself not to make up my mind about people so quickly, so I end up giving them a chance- and end up not liking them in the end. It doesn't happen very often. Maybe one in 500 people I get this feeling from. It's really hard to explain what I mean too. It's just...... a feeling. A bad feeling. Looking at them makes me want to stab them in the face.
Anyone else ever have this feeling? I mean, an almost instant extreme dislike of someone? Not just like 'oh I don't like them' but like 'I wish this person weren't on the planet even though they've yet to give me a reason to feel that way?'
What I'm getting at I suppose it that I feel this way about the new guy at work. He's been nice. He seems like an ok guy. He's not done anything out of sorts.... I just... don't like him. I can't explain it. I'm pretty easy going, especially at work. I tend to get along with pretty much every body even if we are nothing alike. Heck, I worked in a ghetto shop where I barely spoke the language most of the time and we all got along great. I don't know. I'm angsty I suppose. Maybe it's just been a bad week for me and new people?
Le sigh. I'm trying to cut sugars out of my diet. Well, not all sugar because let's face it: a girl needs a little sugar now and then. Most sugars. Especially refined stuff. It's hard but I'm managing. The hardest part is giving up cookies. Ummm.... cookies.
