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I try not to dislike people that I don't really know very well, but some people just give me that 'vibe'. I know from the very instant I meet them that I won't like them. I tell myself not to make up my mind about people so quickly, so I end up giving them a chance- and end up not liking them in the end. It doesn't happen very often. Maybe one in 500 people I get this feeling from. It's really hard to explain what I mean too. It's just...... a feeling. A bad feeling. Looking at them makes me want to stab them in the face.

Anyone else ever have this feeling? I mean, an almost instant extreme dislike of someone? Not just like 'oh I don't like them' but like 'I wish this person weren't on the planet even though they've yet to give me a reason to feel that way?'

What I'm getting at I suppose it that I feel this way about the new guy at work. He's been nice. He seems like an ok guy. He's not done anything out of sorts.... I just... don't like him. I can't explain it. I'm pretty easy going, especially at work. I tend to get along with pretty much every body even if we are nothing alike. Heck, I worked in a ghetto shop where I barely spoke the language most of the time and we all got along great. I don't know. I'm angsty I suppose. Maybe it's just been a bad week for me and new people?

Le sigh. I'm trying to cut sugars out of my diet. Well, not all sugar because let's face it: a girl needs a little sugar now and then. Most sugars. Especially refined stuff. It's hard but I'm managing. The hardest part is giving up cookies. Ummm.... cookies.

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lillithvain:
@d_stone  It isn't about business.  I mostly book my own stuff as I have a lot of return clients.  So, he isn't taking any business from me even when the shop is slow.  Also, I'm the senior artist here and I open and close the shop so I tend to get first walk-ins when they come in if I'm not busy.  I think it might have to do with the fact that I don't really care for drugs and new age stuff.  I don't know.  He's only here a couple of days a week and he seems nice enough.  Time will tell.
thekiller:
Never been a fan of drugs. Whatever you think your escaping from will just be waiting for you when you come back down. Minus the money they cost, and your health. Also, your supporting a douchebag dealer and who knows all who else. New Age people are generally harmless if annoying. If you read Carlos Castaneda as the fiction it is, it's a pretty entertaining yarn though. I do like his descriptions of perceptions of reality, which sort of explains crazy people.

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