lillithvain

Right now, I'm sure you are asking yourself "What did I do to deserve this many updates of LV's blog." Well, you've been good, but really you didn't DO anything. I'm at work, it's slow, and I've got internet access. You see, for those of you who don't already know, I don't have internet or cable or stuff like that at home. Some people find this crazy and though a few years ago I would have thought the same thing- it's actually pretty freeing. It's relaxing. I mean, I get to read more books and play more magic cards and stuff like that! It's a very exciting life I lead.

Yesterday I got my ass stomped at Magic the Gathering. I think I need new cards. I need to be able to build better decks. Guess if I ever get my bills caught up I'll have to buy some new cards- maybe.

Right now I'm trying to figure out how to get health insurance. I've been way too long without it and it really sucks to get very sick and not be able to see a doctor when you need too. I don't think I've seen a doctor in about seven years or something close to it. I think somewhere in the back of my head I know that I should be having some somewhat regular check-ups and things. I know it. That doesn't mean I will be able to afford it. That's a whole different kind of purpose.

I was working on a story that I started writing a while ago, yesterday. I reread the part that I had previously written and the immediately wondered why I hadn't worked on it. So, I started to write and realized the answer. The two chapters I had written were like magic. I mean, it's easily the best thing I've ever written. The problem is that anything I try and add to it, takes away from it instead. It needs to move forward but I can't seem to find that same 'grace' that I had in the previous sections. I hope it isn't gone forever. The idea is one that I think will be really interesting, and a new swing for sure.

I had Panera bread for lunch today. I have to say I am definitely a Panera fan. The Mediterranean veggie sandwich is delicious! The bread mostly. Man, I love bread. This could possibly explain why my ass is getting so big. What's that? You want photos of my bum? Next blog, promise. I have to wait until I get home to take some photos with my phone. I can't just be snapping photos of my ass at work.

I'm hungry and when I'm hungry I think about eating sweet stuff that I shouldn't eat. I can't help myself. I hardly ever eat a lot of sweets unless I'm starving at work. Is it time to go home yet? I'm tired.

I know this is a little scatterbrained, but hey, what can you do? Remember the days when people on this site spent time reading others blogs and stuff? Me too.

xo