So, today is today is today and there are no photos in this blog. If you want to skip ahead to some nakedness you might want to try my pics folders, or if you want to see some of the tattoo work I've been doing you might want to skip over to my pics folders. Otherwise, I may just bore you with sentiment after rant after undetermined conclusion.
Today is today.
I woke up and made breakfast for the kids that I've been babysitting for a week. Eggs and Turkey Bacon with crescent rolls with garlic and butter. Then I proceeded to clean their entire house and now I'm doing their laundry. Fun I know.
Later today I have to pick their dad up from the airport and then I have to go to work. Work, work, work. I hate going to that damn club but it has to be done. I have a ton of bills to pay and I haven't worked all week because I've been babysitting the whole time.
Tomorrow I think I have another little tattoo to do in the afternoon and then I'm not sure what I am doing after that. Maybe leaving Arizona for good? I guess it all depends on what's going on and what still needs to be done. I have this horrible feeling that I'm going to end up back in Florida spinning my wheels until I can find some money to get a place somewhere else. I feel like every cent I'm making is going straight out again in bills. I'm paying insurance on 2 cars, car payment, phone, storage payment, gas, food, car upkeep with all this driving I've been doing, and doggy upkeep for 3 dogs (one of which goes through a pack of diapers a week).
And... to top it all off, they are due to get more heart worm and flea meds this month which is like 400 dollars.
Do you ever just feel like no matter what you do and no matter how hard or how much you work you just NEVER get ahead? It makes me wonder why we even bother to live on this dingy little planet anymore.
Speaking of crazy: What is with all the cannibalism going on out there. Seriously people, STOP FUCKING DOING DRUGS AND SNORTING CRAZY SHIT LIKE BATH SALTS. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?
I'm sorry, I know some of you are probably going to get raging pissed from this but I'm doing it anyway. I am sick of everyone blaming their problems on everything but themselves. If you care so little about your body, mind, and self that you're popping pills you don't need, snorting shit up your nose, and shooting crap into your veins then just fucking kill yourself and get it over with. If you have that much lack of self then save everyone else the hassle of having to deal with you and hop right off the planet.
Think about it. If 2/3 of the population (which is a rough estimate but probably pretty fucking close) can't get through the day without getting trashed- and you get rid of all of them: instant population fix. Their will be plenty of housing, jobs, and food. Oil and other consumption will be WAY lower and Hell, maybe we could even STOP BUILDING MALLS and parking lots.
Dear pot heads and occasional drinkers- I have not lumped you into this category.
Today is today.
I woke up and made breakfast for the kids that I've been babysitting for a week. Eggs and Turkey Bacon with crescent rolls with garlic and butter. Then I proceeded to clean their entire house and now I'm doing their laundry. Fun I know.
Later today I have to pick their dad up from the airport and then I have to go to work. Work, work, work. I hate going to that damn club but it has to be done. I have a ton of bills to pay and I haven't worked all week because I've been babysitting the whole time.
Tomorrow I think I have another little tattoo to do in the afternoon and then I'm not sure what I am doing after that. Maybe leaving Arizona for good? I guess it all depends on what's going on and what still needs to be done. I have this horrible feeling that I'm going to end up back in Florida spinning my wheels until I can find some money to get a place somewhere else. I feel like every cent I'm making is going straight out again in bills. I'm paying insurance on 2 cars, car payment, phone, storage payment, gas, food, car upkeep with all this driving I've been doing, and doggy upkeep for 3 dogs (one of which goes through a pack of diapers a week).
And... to top it all off, they are due to get more heart worm and flea meds this month which is like 400 dollars.
Do you ever just feel like no matter what you do and no matter how hard or how much you work you just NEVER get ahead? It makes me wonder why we even bother to live on this dingy little planet anymore.
Speaking of crazy: What is with all the cannibalism going on out there. Seriously people, STOP FUCKING DOING DRUGS AND SNORTING CRAZY SHIT LIKE BATH SALTS. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?
I'm sorry, I know some of you are probably going to get raging pissed from this but I'm doing it anyway. I am sick of everyone blaming their problems on everything but themselves. If you care so little about your body, mind, and self that you're popping pills you don't need, snorting shit up your nose, and shooting crap into your veins then just fucking kill yourself and get it over with. If you have that much lack of self then save everyone else the hassle of having to deal with you and hop right off the planet.
Think about it. If 2/3 of the population (which is a rough estimate but probably pretty fucking close) can't get through the day without getting trashed- and you get rid of all of them: instant population fix. Their will be plenty of housing, jobs, and food. Oil and other consumption will be WAY lower and Hell, maybe we could even STOP BUILDING MALLS and parking lots.
Dear pot heads and occasional drinkers- I have not lumped you into this category.
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thekiller:
A former coworker of mine had a Tweaker steal his motorcycle's tailpipe from where it was parked, IN FRONT OF THE COUNTY JAIL. You got Tweakers stealing catalytic converters, brass ornaments from graves, wires from Lampposts, etc. Some people are just NOT needed on this Earth.
cadavre:
I hope you can get out of Arizona and avoid going back to florida. Your tattoo work is incredible and I know you'll be great at that. Sorry the bills are so rough.