lillithvain

I'm over Arizona like I can't even explain to you. I keep my clothes in my car because there isn't anywhere else to put them here and they baked- literally. If you touch them they fall apart in your hands. It must be like 200 degrees or more in my car in the middle of the afternoon. All of my things here are getting ruined and I hate it here. It's hot, miserable, and no matter how much work I do I can't seem to get ahead.

My car payment is 2 months late, my car insurance is late, my phone bill is late- ect and I've been working damn near everyday and not spending money. I still don't have enough even to pay the bills at this point much less get out of here.

To top it all off, my friends are moving to California soon and I won't even have anywhere to stay. As it is they are completely and totally sick of having us here. We have moved from staying the AC in the livingroom to living in the garage with a couple of fans on and the door to the house open to the garage.

I'm pretty much sick of everything at this point. I want to scream!

Thanks for letting me bitch, not that you have much choice other than to just not read it, which a lot of people will probably do anyway.

Lill