lillithe

"When we let things get to us, we find it hard to let them go again. Our emotions, once awakened, refuse to go back to sleep. Our passions and our prejudices alike, flood our lives with a light of one colour and in the process, they wash away experiences of some more subtle, varied hue. That's why we should try to be carefree about what we take seriously. A certain situation now seems to be sapping your strength. It means less than you think it does. Give it less energy and you will get more energy back for yourself. "

- jonathan cainer, 5/12/04

god help us.

i can't sleep. i thought i was worried, stressed and concerned before, and now my sister has called and shared her concerns with me. i am helpless to improve her situation, yet if i could, i would will it away and supplant it with salvation.

i am fearful. i am love. i am heartache. i am weary.

i haven't posted much here lately, but not due to lack of interest. i have been tested by some personal trials as of late, and that which is briefly mentioned above is but a mere representation.

your comments brightened my spirits, a gift much appreciated at this time.

and yes, there is a masturbation month! so get on it, my friend

comments forthcoming...