lillie_

I thought I was finally starting to do better. Went 2 days without bursting into tears at the drop of a hat. Today I got a call from the vet telling me her ashes were ready to be picked up. Sitting at home screwing her picture into the frame section of the box made me realise she was really gone, then came the tears again. I got my wrist tattoo finished on saturday. Looking down and seeing her name hurts. I knew she wouldn't live forever but it still sucks not to have her here.