I'm up early this morning so as to get my music practice done before I go to a job interview at noon. I got a callback from a small cat veterinary clinic here in the city to come in for an interview. I have removed my nail polish and put on my khakis. I hope this interview goes smoothly. Of course, I would love to...
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Tuesday. Another cold grey morning...
About a month ago a job listing went up on Craigslist looking for interns at Pirate Cat Radio. After playing phone tag with the station manager for two days, by the time I got to talk to him he told me the internships were filled. Now they have another Craigslist ad up again. I sent an email reply. Maybe...
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About a month ago a job listing went up on Craigslist looking for interns at Pirate Cat Radio. After playing phone tag with the station manager for two days, by the time I got to talk to him he told me the internships were filled. Now they have another Craigslist ad up again. I sent an email reply. Maybe...
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Well, we had a beautiful warm, sunny weekend so I can't complain. Today it's back to a normal San Francisco summer day, cold and overcast as usual. Maybe it will 'burn off' later in the day... I don't care. I feel depressed.
Dreams last night involved working in two different natural foods stores, I had got a job at a new Whole Foods in San...
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Dreams last night involved working in two different natural foods stores, I had got a job at a new Whole Foods in San...
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Productive day yesterday: mastered the live recording of my concert performance from last month and it sounds pretty good. Definitely my best live performance as Forms Of Things Unknown so far, and the only really listenable audio recording I've managed to get of any of the shows I've done. The audio production efforts were followed by making some updates to my website and music profiles,...
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I woke up in the middle of the night, feeling sexually aroused, got out of bed and made my way to the kitchen on the way to the bathroom, turned on the kitchen light switch. The ceiling light seemed to be weirdly dim as if the bulbs had been switched. I walked to the bathroom and fumbled for the light switch and flicked it, but...
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I took a nap late this afternoon, and woke from a dream in which both my kitties were still alive. I knew in the dream that they had been dead, but I didn't know how it was that they were alive again and with me. I was cuddling Hassan and telling him what a great cat he was. When I woke up, I had a...
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lemonkid:
That's a great album.
lilitu23:
It is a fine record. Not as strikingly or startlingly strange and unique as their first album, but still a truly quirky pop gem in its own right. Comus actually reformed and did a couple shows in the UK this year. I wish they would do a few shows in the US but I'm sure that is extremely unlikely.
Yesterday was Thursday. I went to the pound and volunteered with the kitties for a couple hours (they were closed the day before due to a ringworm epidemic in the cat population there, and they had to quarantine the infected animals and clean everything). Then I went to my transgender support group at New Leaf. It is a good group of people (three MTF and...
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Slept in late again till ten. Woke up with a feeling of loss, poignant sense of intimacy unrealized and evaporating before ever blossoming. Dreamed I met Christine Perfect (McVie of Fleetwood Mac) standing at a service counter in an airport, or was it somewhere I was working. I walked up to her hesitantly to tell her how much I enjoyed her music when I was...
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lillithvain:
Hello!
This is a prefabricated message (definitely copy pasted) to say thank you for leaving a comment on my new set. I would totally write you something sweet and personal but unfortunately I have laundry to do and dogs to feed... and....
Yeah, ok. I'm just lazy
Thank You!
xo
This is a prefabricated message (definitely copy pasted) to say thank you for leaving a comment on my new set. I would totally write you something sweet and personal but unfortunately I have laundry to do and dogs to feed... and....
Yeah, ok. I'm just lazy
Thank You!
xo
It was past 10:00 am when I got up this morning. But I didn't get to bed till almost 2:00 am, so I guess that's not overdoing it on the sleep. I slept well, woke up a couple times but went back to sleep easily. Had dreams about Crass (the band) and being in some kind of commune, or in flight, living in a shed...
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Last night I went to Death Guild for the first time in years. It's probably the city's longest running goth/inidustrial dance club and it's held every Monday night at the DNA Lounge. I hadn't been since they were at the Glas Kat club over on Fourth St where the Trocadero used to be. It's a pretty good scene there, with a lounge upstairs in back...
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Hon, something I figured out, and really wish more people would see, is that it's not just two little checkboxes, "Male { } / Female { }"
Even beyond that -- physiology, emotions, hell, your soul and being... none of those will ever fit neatly into any one box. Nor should they. Whether you see yourself as a woman, as a a mild-mannered or bashful man, as something entirely unique, yet to be named... even if you're not really sure how you see yourself, that's fine. Tautology at it's finest, but "it is what it is, and you are what you are." About all any of us can do is try to find something that makes us happy, and to keep looking for it if we don't have it yet!
I do wish you well with your potential job at the animal clinic -- both with getting the job, and with finding that it is indeed a job worth having... not something unpleasant you'll dread going to each day.
Don't throw your hand... hold on!