I have dreamed of becoming a suicide girl since the day I turned 18. It all started in 2004 when I saw the girls featured in a music video by Probot. All of the women were so empowered, owning their sexuality with such freedom and ferocity, not to mention the fun! I said to my self, "These are my sisters. This is where I am supposed to be."
As soon as I was of legal age, I bought a subscription and began a heartfelt, though naive, quest to find my way home. After 4 rejected photo sets, which were awful by the way, I became so disheartened that I decided to give up for a while and gain some experience. I kept modeling and expressing myself the way SG inspired me to, but every year I would get a little ache for it.
Now, after 10 years, I feel ready. I want to prove to myself and the sisters that have come before me that I have the beauty, the talent, and most importantly the spirit to be a suicide girl. I can represent what this site stands for with honor and love and have the very best time doing it.
Here is some more about me:
Art is how I understand and communicate my human experience. I freelance as a model, fire dancer, martial arts instructor, yogi, and Dominatrix. I live in Phoenix, AZ with my wife, Soleil. Our family includes two dogs, and 11 cats; Unless you include the free roaming TNR cats, that we supply with food and medical care. I enjoy gaming, reading, drawing, and learning about anything and everything. I identify as Taoist Pagan and practice ritual observance of natural cycles. I also believe in the profound and meaningful experience of withstanding intentional pain or trial; Consensual Domination/submission, as well as body modification, for enjoyment and personal growth. One path of many, to the divinity within.
