lilblueducky

it is absolutely gorgeous outside and i am going hiking. i am a total nerd!!!!

alright. so yesterday i was getting ready for work, kinda just laying around being retarded, and i was drinking one of those big bottles of pellegrino. i walked over to the fridge to put it back in...and i dropped it on my big toe. and i screamed. it hurt SO...
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i swear to god the male species is so fucking "special". so me and my ex...still broekn up. but his "girlfriend" broke up with him after like 3 days. and you know were still friends. hes one of my best friends, if not THE best. and as a dutiful friend, i was there for him. he wasnt exactly sad, just kinda like wtf. and theres...
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i hurt so much right now, i can't even describe it.

and i hate being a fucking drama queen about it, but i cant help it. im a walking zombie. and im not even on drugs.

i really fucking need a hug. a real one, no fucking sympathy hugs.

i have to give up sg cause i have no money.

fuck.

and fuck the male species too, whi9le were at it.

so. i love life.

for once, i am perfectly happy. not eh, happy, but really honestly truly happy.

matt screamed to the world that he loved me. that he made a mistake. from the top of washington rock.

i've never had anyone do anything so sweet for me before.

and i cried. like a loser. hahahah

oh lovely. my heart is like...fluttery. man i missed...
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bitches...

i lost my lip ring last nite at work. lammmmme. but i just got a new one and while i was at pleasurable, i got my rook pierced. hoorayyyy.

yeah, i'm most definitely ready for winter to be over...this snow...yeah not. i just got a new dress from my baby jo..its so super cute. i just hope my hips fit in it well.. this is the one i got: so cute!

anyway...yeah idk.

oh pish posh. so my job isnt all thaaaaaaat bad i suppose. i've made some friends, aishling and joe are probably the coolest there i suppose.

yah lame.

yeah. so i was so excited to go home to nj...

to see matt- but we broke up. it's just as retarded though casuse we see each other just as much. and still have sex so...what the FUCK?! i guess i just miss having someone to say "i love you" too. no. not just someone. that sounds bad. but being able to say i love...
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omg omg omg omg

i'm moving back to nj. holy crap. i am so so so excited. this horrible thing turned into something amazing. ok so im home for break. and i find out my roomate taylor is moving out. she never tells me but i find out threw the grapevine. she never calls me back so fuck her. then i get back here, and...
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