lilblueducky

yeah. so i was so excited to go home to nj...

to see matt- but we broke up. it's just as retarded though casuse we see each other just as much. and still have sex so...what the FUCK?! i guess i just miss having someone to say "i love you" too. no. not just someone. that sounds bad. but being able to say i love you to him was soething i took for granted, cuase now that i actually can't, it kinda makes me sad. ok it makes me a lot sad

to see emily and meg- but emily transferred back to Towson. and meg is a fucking bitch. meg has a tendency to be a complete and total bitch. she'll go around telling me that im her best friend and that she loves me and misses me and such. and goes behind my back and tells people that i'm a superhuge whore and all i do at parties is suck guys dicks. hahahahhahahahahaha totally laughable. i hooked up with two guys in the 4 month spand me and matt were broken up last year. klsjadfjksdfa hahahaha what a fucking bitch. and she denied it all when i aske her. SO AWESOME

so yeah. i hate my new job. and i'm lonely. le sigh.