i give up on boys. i am so fucking tired of putting ymself out there, and getting shit in return. like, listen, boys:
dont flirt with a girl like crazy, tell her shes a babe, ect ect, ask her to hang out multiple times, take her to a deserted beach, and then NOT make out with her. all signs were pointing to the fact this boy was into me. its retarded. its fucking crazy.i mean i get it, maybe he didnt want to start something when he was moving five hours away. FINE. but just TELL ME DAMNIT!!!kljaergjklseljkgadl;jkg and dont say it was obvious i had a crush on you, ya jerk. god i am so fucking mad. SO MAD.
why oh why can't something ever really go myy way? oof.
and in the wake of this whole nonsense...i texted a boy i had a past with. why? i don't know. i always feel like there was a bit of the couldabeen with him. and it doesnt hurt that he is one of the most gorgeous men i have ever met in my life. honestly, i couldnt figure out why we hooked up as much as we did. hahaha oooh babecity 2007.
i also went on a date on wednesday. that was fun/weird. and at least i got some hahaha;lsdf;lkasfd;k i am a jerkkkkkkkkk. i need to like not have several dudes in my life at once. tis complicated.
dont flirt with a girl like crazy, tell her shes a babe, ect ect, ask her to hang out multiple times, take her to a deserted beach, and then NOT make out with her. all signs were pointing to the fact this boy was into me. its retarded. its fucking crazy.i mean i get it, maybe he didnt want to start something when he was moving five hours away. FINE. but just TELL ME DAMNIT!!!kljaergjklseljkgadl;jkg and dont say it was obvious i had a crush on you, ya jerk. god i am so fucking mad. SO MAD.
why oh why can't something ever really go myy way? oof.
and in the wake of this whole nonsense...i texted a boy i had a past with. why? i don't know. i always feel like there was a bit of the couldabeen with him. and it doesnt hurt that he is one of the most gorgeous men i have ever met in my life. honestly, i couldnt figure out why we hooked up as much as we did. hahaha oooh babecity 2007.
i also went on a date on wednesday. that was fun/weird. and at least i got some hahaha;lsdf;lkasfd;k i am a jerkkkkkkkkk. i need to like not have several dudes in my life at once. tis complicated.