so i got tattooed again a few weeks ago. i got my swallow's twin done. i feel like i want to somehow incoporate an anchor SOMEhow, but i am so antitrampstamp. whatever i'll figure it out. i need to stop getting tattooed.
also. i have seriously had it with dudes. i know i say this all the time but REALLY I MEAN IT. i am over it. oddly enough i am seemingly beating away boiz with sticks...but they are all dudes who i have like negative interest in. srsly. it's so stupid. and part of me is like "well. maybe i should just sleep with them. get my kicks ehhh" , you know? but like, i ended up drunkenly hooking up with one of my friends, and jesus christ well 1. i think he LIKES me, and 2. i felt this awkward guilt that pretty much ive never felt before! like i'm fairly certain i am having this weird catholic guilt or sometihng. but if it was someone i acutally really wanted to hook up with maybe it wouldnt be that weird. hmmmm i am on the confused listright now.
and this boy that i liked for a while seemingly had his heart handed to him, and like...does it make me a really bad person to feel...idk...happy about it?? hahahahaha i think it is borderline hilarious, acutally. myabe when i get skinny i can flaunt it in his face hahaha
on that note i lost 10 ;bs total in a month HOLLA. though i need to really get back into the whole eating well/ exercising thing, cause i still have like 35 more lbs to lose. i do nottt want to be a fatty anymore. its depressing. fuck that noise.
yah. im over it.
also. i have seriously had it with dudes. i know i say this all the time but REALLY I MEAN IT. i am over it. oddly enough i am seemingly beating away boiz with sticks...but they are all dudes who i have like negative interest in. srsly. it's so stupid. and part of me is like "well. maybe i should just sleep with them. get my kicks ehhh" , you know? but like, i ended up drunkenly hooking up with one of my friends, and jesus christ well 1. i think he LIKES me, and 2. i felt this awkward guilt that pretty much ive never felt before! like i'm fairly certain i am having this weird catholic guilt or sometihng. but if it was someone i acutally really wanted to hook up with maybe it wouldnt be that weird. hmmmm i am on the confused listright now.
and this boy that i liked for a while seemingly had his heart handed to him, and like...does it make me a really bad person to feel...idk...happy about it?? hahahahaha i think it is borderline hilarious, acutally. myabe when i get skinny i can flaunt it in his face hahaha
on that note i lost 10 ;bs total in a month HOLLA. though i need to really get back into the whole eating well/ exercising thing, cause i still have like 35 more lbs to lose. i do nottt want to be a fatty anymore. its depressing. fuck that noise.
yah. im over it.
saturnz_return:
dont be chasing after these fellas angel.........youre a dam hot gal......let them come to you and take your pick........all in the waiting 