lilblueducky

OOF. So. i ended up hanging out with this boy. and...we hooked up. oof. hahaha but i kind of actually like him. hilariously enough, the boy that i was hooking up with over hte summer (that i like, too...) like has some sort of inner sensor when another dude is interested in me. so he's been texting me and shit, and like trying to get with me, and i have the upper hand so bad on this one. its nice to acutally have that for once. does that make me a bad person? haha it's like "i can make you want me but idk if im gonna follow through on thissss" he may or may not have been playing games with me for months, so fuck it. its my turn to be a bitch. bah ha ha ha.

but maybe i should date this other boy. who knows. he better get his act together because i don't feel like making the first move. i don't do that. plz god. hahaha

like i had a lot of fun having my 'summer of single' but fuck, i kinda just want someone who i can regularly cuddle with and who will buy me presents and i can cook for. hahah me and my 50's housewife complex. hahahahaha whatever

ps. jcrew sale. amazing. i got a sassy argyle sweater (ok THAT was full price...ha) and a cardigan and a button down(thats too big. gay.) alas. it ruled. i love shopping.