lilblueducky

you know, i'm pretty sure that being nice is really just something over rated and i should not do it...

ok. so last night my ex, matt, ims me., and is all "lets hang out, just do coffee" and because i have absolutely no intrest in being a bitch, i said yeah, sure. and cuase he drives he was like oh i'll come u[ here. i THOUGHT we made plans, he never showed. im like, OH OK. WAY TO TRY TO GET BACK ON MY GOOD GRACES, EH? what the fuck ever. thing is, i could have attempt ed to make plans with the dude i'm 'seeing' (i use that word lightly, cause i haven't seen him in oh...3 weeks? UGH)...cause he was sitting online for like 3 hours last night. and when i finally gave up on matt ever coming to get me, he was idle. WHATTTTTT is my life? honestly. so fuck that noise.

i get paid on friday and thank god for that. i need to pay a bill, take 40$ out for the beginning of the meg needs a tattoo fund, and yeah. i still don't know which tattoo i'm going to get first, because i had an inspiration the other night. my swallow on my back is going to become part of a piece, with the matching swallow on the other side of my lowerback, and an anchor in the middle. its going to be awesomeeeeee. and the other tattoo i want to get, which i have wanted for a while, is a gerber daisy on my ribcage...theyre my favorite flowers, so yah.

oh, bother..