lilblueducky

ah ha. so he's just stupid. i suspected as much, but being totally self-hating, i assumed it was something i did. alas, i'm pretty sure he's just dumb... seeing as i calllllled him and he was like "i just got your postcard! i was just gonna call you!" i was like "ok fine hang out. i have your requested souvenir." and we hung out. and he says "we haven't hung out in forever, whats that about. its been far too long"

and i am basically going OMG THEN CALL ME YOU IDIOT. but i just siad "yeah it totally has".

ugh i haven't liked anyone (like REALLY liked anyone) in a long ass time. this kid just needs to date me. hahaha fuck. im a mess. in a funny way.