lilbitty

Okay so to my first post about the boyfriend...let me tell you how my night went because we all know i was awake the whole time because i have insomnia now...(lame) so my 2 really good friend john and kyle sign on aim they are chatting with me saying that i need to move to the beach and get a 3 bedroom apt with them and get a job and they will take care of me i can go to college and all that good stuff plus i love those boys they are awesome! so why wouldnt i want to go? well the only thing stopping me is my boyfriend. i was mad at him last night till he called me today at 11 30am. he acted like everything was fine...i coped the attitude of course. he says you will never believe what happened to us yesturday...and proceeded to tell me they got searched by the cops and practically raped (bull shit) then evidently josh left his phone in the grass where he was getting searched then later to find out it was there went back after the cops were gone...(bull shit) then he said he went to the bachelor party and got really drunk...and 'forgot' about calling me. so i said i dont believe you thats a load of shit and he said well if you dont believe me then im gonna hang up...i was like HAH and hung up on his ass and me not giving a shit rolled back over to proceed with my nightmares that i was having for the past 20 minutes since i cant sleep...anyways 3 minutes later he calls me back and im like helllo?! like a bitch of course and he goes in the sweetest voice ever...'you really dont believe me baby?' ahh made me melt stupid boy!..but i was still mean for awhile then he got pissed off a little because he wanted to drive and come pick me up since he lives far away and that he wasnt sure to get me if im being like this and im like what the fuck you forget you have a girlfriend yesturday and not call me n shit fuck that i have a right to be mad, of course he didnt understand. oh well then shit cooled off hes coming to get me tonight but i still want to move to the beach so i have to tell him......this will be difficult tonight. hes supposivley going to call me before he goes to this wedding tonight at 830 then come and be here getting me at 10 pm..he hasnt called back yet so im thinking ill be home this weekend my 21st birthday is tuesday and i got nothing planned dont think im getting shit either so its like a different day to me which sucks. i dunno too much shit to deal with right now..i did get 3 hours of sleep though...im proud of myself..hahaha. so ive been reading this personality book its really interesting to learn about mine...im different i guess but let me know what you think of bf drama my best friends think hes sooo going around with someone else behind my back...i dunnno??

oh ps. that bachelor party ended up being a bachelor/bachelorette party so their were girls there getting naked drunk in the pool he said...::sigh:: ugh help.

oh and pps. check out my set in the hopefuls tell me what you thinkkkk!!