lilandra

Well hello again.


MY life at the moment is pretty shit, im homeless and in temporary accomodation with my family, on friday i had to go to the council and ask for help with housing something i have been avoiding for years, but our problems of the last couple of years have all come to a head, and this is the end of the road for us.

Its all so frustrating though, we have been put in a bed and breakfast which if we dont claim housing benifit will cost us 55 a night, or 385 a week, which we dont currently earn, fun, people moan about people scrounging of us to get there rent paid but they dont really make it easy to say no.

I Dont intend to go down this route myself me and marc like working and im due to start in my managers job next week and Im really looking forward to it, but it means me and marc have to find almost 400 a week for our rent at the B&B its crazy.

To top it all off my laptop has died completly and obviously financially I cant afford to replace it at the moment, which means im going to be off line for quite sometime, except when I can sneak on my sisters internet connection

But I have choosen my new one just got to wait till i can afford to buy it

Well through all this shit there are some things in my life that i am loving, me and my husband marc are getting on fantasticly we have always loved each other very much but do slip into routine life sometimes, but were both really making the effort to be closer to each other which is good.

Im missing my dog like crazy she is staying with my sister till we get on our feet, and she is being a really good girl so im happy. x

Im not becoming depressed about all this either which after last year is amazing, i feel really positive about the future im ready to be me again and im working hard to get there. xxxx

So tell me what is the best thing to happen to you recently?

Me obviously there hasnt been much good of late but i finally made lvl 60 on world of warcraft, so woohoo me