lilac

Love&stuff



Will I be chasing these love soaken infatuations to an extreme means to an end?

There are a million and a jillion keys to this lock.

my world of love&infatuation

Infatuation=

wanting to fuck/make love with you night and day, lie in your grave, your face is everywhere, your scent is covering me. I sweat jealousy and wedding proposals. I cry when you never want to see me again. I break our things. I break your heart. I break mine breaking us with all of my fears.

Love+infatuation=

impossible

Love=
not being obsessed. Can let you go. Can let you breathe. Want your happiness even if its not with me. Admiration and applause. Lifes general beauty and simplistic ideals. Flower petals in the sun.