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Tuesday Sep 29, 2009

Sep 29, 2009
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First of all I'd like to say thank you for being such sweet friends to me lately. I know I've been pretty miserable and justified or not, I'm grateful smile

I was gonna blog about how I've been dreaming a lot about my ex and all sorts but I just had a call from my sister to say that she ended up taking his old belongings round his house last night and that she ended up staying there for about an hour and a half. It turns out he's split up with his 2nd wife and is extremely lonely.

I'm now sat here fighting the urge not to go and knock on his door and say hi! It's been 11 fucking years man, I feel sick and nervous (but very excited) just thinking about it!

WHAT THE FUCK SHOULD I DO?!?!

Gahhhhhhhhh!
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mydogfarted:
There are reasons people are exes.
Sep 29, 2009
ed1e1us:
Yup there are reasons, but I think you are doing the right thing by writing it down in letter form. It is safer that way, and hopefully it will help you to feel better and it will begin the 'healing process' you remember what I said about forgiving yourself...you need to be able to do that before you can accept his forgiveness, if that is what you need........
Good Luck Sweetie
xoxo
Sep 29, 2009

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